Thursday, April 24, 2008
Dear...You pop a question right before me yesterday," Will you still love me even if I am poor?"Arghh i'M shock and this question speaks so much into my Heart. I won't lie one my answers but just to tell you frankly I am worried. As I have told you, if you work hard and be thrifty in life and be goal orientated and to give your love one all you have and her her whole heartedly, I don't see a reason why I would abandon you because of poverty. However, if you do nothing about your life, always being happy-go-lucky and not love me whole-heartedly, I really have to think twice being with you. I am doing all I can to make our future a better one.. are you doing something? Anyways... won't say so much now.. just waiting for a miracle to happen. I know God has the best for us.. if you are for me, you are for me.. if not, God will provide...Love, Darling
6:25 AM
Monday, April 21, 2008
Dearest, I'm right here in school blogging. How have ya been these few days? Have you been a goodie boy of mine? Well tomorrow will be seeing you:) Are you looking forward to see me? I am so excited to meet you everytime. I wish I can see you every single day, have you by my side every single min. ..... Well today, school has been long, hours have been draggy... Lecture was supposed to be from 2-3 and after which I can head home but it changed to 5-6pm instead. So sad... have to waste 3 whole solid hours doing nothing.... argh.. Anyways, darling has been having this constant headache... how leh? I wish it will be gone.. its kind of annoying. Well today darling's appetite has improved:) Had a whole bowl of noodles! Heh.. Okies heading home for tuition after school... boring ... same old day... same old things over n over again....I wish I have a babysitting job.... Boo... Dear You free that time never call me... so mean... haiz.. don't like you.... always I am the one calling... boo.... ok la... nothing to write le... byebyeLove, Darling
11:55 PM
Honey darling
Well its been a never endless day for me to honey darling get up like 0830 deli dareli here leave home at 0920 reach work place at 1030 went to sign in and head to work although today not much system to assemble but lots of pc to troubleshoot sigh its like never ending over the weekend they are like 4 to 5 system to fix have not even finish and another two come today wha its giving me headache don't know what to do about it so tommorow have to buck up and start fixing system try to clear the pc asap so it will be a sigh of relief working at technical is never ending job ya even though i'm at home right now blogging still can't forget about the piles of work need to be done .Tommorow have to get up like 7 am to unload the stupid container the stocks from china everytime giving headache come so early in the morning unload the container no overtime pay no breakfast what the hell ..... sometime it really sucks man hearing that the container come aready need to unload and we are the one doing the shit job well i guess its like never ending well off to bed soon ler miss you so much honey darling MuackZ
8:02 AM
Monday, April 14, 2008
Honey darling
its been a short day no time to eat my lunch even since i open technical shop the pc is like piling non-stop like techno sigh today i'm alone at technical but lucky mark was at the next shop i said hey mark you mind giving me a hand he said ok a sigh of relief well he has help me not much but got one stupid customer can assemble my pc first i said to him cannot because there is a long quee of pc waiting for me to assemble he said never mind lar no one see, at this point of time i was piss off i was wondering why is he so big short to said that to me i can choose to ignore him but he told me that he told anuj aready well if not for mark i will have told him you have to wait sorry to said that .Nowadays i can see that anuj is shielding mamoom althought he is at fault darm what the hell is this choosing a gaming system and not changing power supply my boss tell me to come here and told me its enough well darm it one of these days the power supply is gonna blow up thats what its gonna everytime playing with fire i hope anuj get soak in gasoline one day and cannot be save why is anuj so stubborn wonder what he is thinking sometime and as for the ahsia kia niraj talk nonsences in front of us he said see they assemble 10 over system like assemble 20 over system i was kinda piss off by the word he said sometime N.A.T.O- No Action
Talk Only useless pieces of shit in my eyes ... louis was at the technical shop there asking me anything today i said to him got 3 system to repair then he said today no mood to fix tommorow then i also tell him me too no mood today totally chasotic day well but time really pass fast yeah haha ......
7:50 AM
Dear dear N I at Beauty Face photo shot
7:46 AM
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
Honey darling its not i don wanna come over your house sometime i just feel like staying at home and if i don want to come today then i can come tommorow its not as like i'm not comming over your house you know and the way you tell me the guy want to get your number i'm scare you know as i write whatever things on my mind now i'm feeling so stress by you . When i don want to come over your mood totally change don feel like talking is this the way you gonna treat me everytime i don want to come over its not that i don love you have some flexiable on me please when i read your blog i feel very sad anyway lets fix a day where i will come over to your house ok i will find a way to keep the fire burning ok love you lots honey darling dear dear blogging off ler good night Muackz.
8:38 AM
Dear, today I'm so disappointed becoz you aren't beside me right now. i but you seem like u're ignorant about it. You said you'll be staying over today but instead you change your mind. Well I won't force you from now on. If you want to stay you stay ya? I guess its better this way because I do not wish to tie your freedom up.. neither do I want to be so dependent on you. today there's a 21 yr old boy wooing after me.. asking me for number etc. First he asked a staff nurse for my number. The staff nurse told me that she replied," you ask yourself if you want lar!" Thanks to the staff nurse who prepared me in advance. As I was at the store room stocking up things, he came straight to me boldly and asked," excuse me Maureen, May I have your number please?" I replied." I'm sorry, In the hospital who can't do such thing." He said," Oh then I give you my number?" I said," I'm sorry but I'm busy at the moment." Anyways, I told you about it... but u seems nonchalant abt it hence I felt so not protected not wanted by u. Well I guess next time I'll just keep it to myself. I don't know why... but I'm feeling down now.. I feel so not loved by u... so not protected... so not wanted by u... what's love all about between us? Is it just for satisfaction or is it more than that? What do you hold dearly in this relationship? What do you see as the future ahead? what do u think this relationship is all about? Have you ever think of ways to make this relationship stronger than before? Have you ever thought of ways to keep the fire burning in this relation? well I am and sooon I'm tired of thinking so much===<>
Darling
6:34 AM
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Dearest,
its been a long day at work. Afternoon somehow passes more slowly compared to morning shift. Anyways, my day was great. Laughed with my friends, played around and guess what? Who even took silly pictures while waiting for patient to finish his big business! lOL
Came home at about 10.20 and found many people at my home. There's cell today and Amanda's MUm joined us plus 2 other people whom you do not know. So coolQ! get to see old faces:) How's your meeting with Samuel today? Hope you did have a great time. How was work? was it busy? For me, it was busy:)
I can't wait for tomorrow to pass before its weekend again and Sunday I'm so happy because I get to have the whole day with you. Hope you see me dance you will join me in the future. Crossing my fingers lol..
Okies I miss you now... so so much. Hope to see you soon:)
Love,
Darling
8:48 AM
Dear dear N I at Beauty Face photo shot
